Synonyms and meanings

I feel. I feel... How do I feel? How can I tell you how I feel? How can words describe what we truly feel? The English language has so many synonyms, so many words for the same meaning. Yet each word has a slight variation on that meaning. So how are we supposed to know what the true meaning of we say really is? And hence how can we so accurately describe what we are feeling when a word is not just a word but a meaning, a meaning that is not really a simple meaning, but a meaning that has variation, that is not always the status quo? Am I making sense? Or does my understanding of words and meaning vary from the status quo too much?

Am I the only one who can see through the gaps of our own language? I feel as if I have lost my way slightly, that it's all just in my head. Of course this make little sense to most, as most are the status quo, but I... I am not. Not today anyway.