Probability of my life...

(I actually wrote this about two days ago, but it didn't send for some reason :/)


I don't like spending all my evenings off stuck in this hole of a 'house'. Yet I don't like to go 'clubbing'...

My house mates go out midweek, I have work to do and uni early in the morning. But the one weekend I have off, thanks to having an extra two days off, I'm STILL stuck in the hole!

It's funny how no matter how much you want to do something, no matter what it is, even if you ask others to help, you take the first step, you do what it is that you can... No matter what, somethings will never happen.

So winning the lottery, no matter how many times you buy tickets, and no matter how many times you try your 'lucky number', if you're not meant to win, you won't. Some say most things can be explained in probability, like the lotto, but then someone explain to me why is it that my life always ends up being that margin of low probability of 'nothing-will-go-to-plan'.


That honestly seems to be the story of my life; a girl big dreams, but probability will always get in the way somehow.

Hey! Let's make a film from that!!! But then again, what's the probability of that happening?